Monday, July 2, 2012

dingin

hari paling dingin pernah aku rasa selama 2 hari nie, aku x bckap dgn dia... sebab? aku sdiri pn xtwu...txt pn ak dah xntrima dri dia....adakah dia dah lpakn aku? mungkin.....yea sapa la aku pda dea, bgi aku..aku ni just tumpang hati dea....tu pn x dpt spenuhnyaa...hnya sparuh ja...apa bley buat....yg slebihnya mstilaa pda bf dea so? sapa aku nak syg dea lbih pda bf dia syg dia? hurm

seriously, aku rsa agk sunyi tnpa dea.....aku rindu dea..aku rindu suara dea, senyuman dea, tawa dea, renungan dea, sentuhan dea... tp dia bkn milik aku...wlaupn ak syg dea sgt2....mustahil aku akn memilikinya.. huh.. perit btul hti aku tahan segalanya...mkn hti lgi..hurmm..apa hikmah sbalik semua nie? npa aku x jmpa dea lnih awl? npa perlu disaat dea dah brpnya?...girl..npa awk ckp awk syg sy? cinta kn sy? sedangkn dlm msa yg sama awk sygkn si dia, cintakan si dia. n how come u can fall in love with 2 guys at the same time? u know what? how much ive hurt when u say u with him? i feel like wanna stab my jeart again n again...i cant force u do whatever i dont like, who i am want do that for u? im nobody, i just ur secret bf...after u get married...were break rite? mybe i love hurt my self, just to make u happy, if i left u, u said wanna do bad thing to ur self rite? so i just hold on...wait until u said u wanna break with me..n that the only way...

rite now ak hnya bdiam diri....tgk dia dri jauh...hurm that all for tunite.... as-salam

1 comment:

  1. tersenyum la wahai ht yg sedih..jgn pnh kata tidak..sesuatu yg baik akan dtg..mgkn hr ni,esok,lusa..brsbarlh.."dia"(allah) sdh tentukan rencana buatmu.. :)

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